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Mesmerized


 
Stricken, overcome,
I lay myself down like a lamb,
On your skin of igneous rock;

Unsated, inflamed,
I dispense poignant promises,
Shifting like a kaleidoscope;

Obsessed, demonized,
I embrace my unredeeming fate,
Clinging to what I cannot have;

Enraptured, mesmerized,
I skewer myself on your heart,
Such a lovely, painful thorn;

Intoxicated, possessed,
I insist on losing even more,
Though nothing real of me is left;

Desperate, maddened,
I covet the kiss of your healing blade,
I sacrifice myself like a dog.                                                                                                                                                                          



- " How stupid! I'm supposed to take care of the mansion, not horses with their sh- "


You quickly stopped your sentence by bringing a hand over your mouth, muffling the following curses. Sebastian once warned you that if he heard you curse again, you will be punished. And seriously, you didn't want to.  It has been a few days already that you felt like time was passing slowly. In fact, it still surprises you that it has been 1 month already that you came in the estate. 1 month that you endured the damn butler.

Why did you hate him that much? A question without an answer provided. Sebastian just piss you off, he is too perfect! Everything he says, everything he does, always with no mistakes. There wasn't something that the butler couldn't do (well maybe love dogs, but that's another story). Plus the fact he keeps looking at you in a weird way, if it wasn't perverted, make you uncomfortable around him. You thought it was because you didn't react like the other girls do (and some men *cough*Grell*cough*).

Excluding the weird stares, Sebastian was described as a "normal" man. So, seeing right now, Sebastian crouched on his knees while petting the head of a black cat with a small blush on his cheeks, made you stare at him in disbelief. THIS, was clearly the first time you saw him acts like that. He didn't even know you were behind him! Having enough, you coughed nervously and the butler turned to you with a serious expression, the cat in his arms.

- "...Can I help you, Miss (Y/N)? " he asked, petting the head of the cat who purred in return and you nearly fell on your butt because of the situation.

- " Noooo....But why do you look so stressful? "

- " Stressful? And may I ask what do you mean by that? "

- " I know that some days before Ciel was kidnapped by a crazy Italian man but in general, you're not a butler who let those ``things`` put you down in a state of a desperate dude..." you shrugged and you swear that you saw a thick mark appearing on Sebastian's head.

- " Indeed...the *cough*idiots*cough* servants didn't do their job properly. Mey-Rin put to much detergent in the laundry, Finny destroyed the garden and Bard blasted the kitchen with his flamethrower... " he said with a fake smile who turned into a scowl when you started to laugh loudly.

- " And I suppose you had to do their job for them?! BOUAHAHA! " you said while clutching your sides. " Oh my god, why I wasn't  there to see your face?... "

You stopped in mid-sentence, staring at the dark look Sebastian was shooting you right now. For once, you found him quit scary with this expression of his.  You gulped and scratched the back of your head nervously, an uneasy smile on your features.

- " Miss (L/N)...If I were you, I would go do my task.RIGHT.NOW. " he smirked and you nodded quickly before running like the devil(hahaha) was behind you.

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You let out a sigh, brushing the sweat on your forehead with your bare hand. Another day passed, now it was time to go back in the mansion. You slowly returned back, having the difficulty to walk because of all the time you took for cleaning crouched down. Damn you wished you could take a pause sometimes. You marched in the long hallway, passing a few doors and that's when you noticed the sound of someone running just behind you. You turned around just in time to see Sebastian launch at you in a rapid state. His eyes were dark and for a moment, he looks like a savage attacking his prey (at your point of view, of course...even if you saw him like that always).

You let out a squeal when the butler jumped on you, knocking the air in your lungs. He trapped you with his body, taking a hold of your wrists with his hands while Sebastian gave you a dangerous look. Silence, before you started to yell:

- " WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM, ASSHOLE?! "

- " That's not  a proper way to talk, (Y/N) " he said simply.

Of course, it was surely common for him where he came from to jump on people to scare them to death.

- " LIKE IT WAS PROPER TO JUMP ON WOMEN! GET OFF BEFORE I DECIDE TO GIVE YOU A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE! "

- " Did you take the head? "

- " I'M SERIOUS, IF YOU DON'T STAND UP I WILL KICK YOU SOOOO HARD THAT YOU WON'T FEEL YOUR BALLS FOR DAYS! "

- " Stop yelling and answer my question...plus it won't really work " he said calmly.

- " AH, I KNOW IT! YOU DON'T HAVE ONES!-Wait, what?...A head? What would I do with a head?  "

You raised a brow and he stared at you for a long time before standing up with a sad sigh.

- " So you're not the one who took it..." he mumbled, turning around to walk away from your form.

- " Took what? " you asked but once again, the stupid butler didn't provide an answer to your question. You huffed and returned to your dorm.


What the hell was his problem?

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At evening, you always read books before going to bed. It was your ritual since you were little and thinking about it made you smile, but it was a tiny one. Your father told you stories, days and nights, fairytales or reality, merry or dark. When he died from sickness, you had to live by yourself and that's when you met Vladimir White, a man who gave you shelter and help you through your childhood.

You stared down at the book on your knees. It was the same one from the night you found it, all bloody. You were able to clean it thought.

- " Persephone? A goddess who was abducted by Hades, the god-king of the underworld...who would gave me this? What is the meaning? " you kept asking you.

You weren't really a religious person, but you thought it was some kind of message from a demon...or something else. It couldn't be possible, right?

- " You should lock your door at nights... " said a voice behind you.

You screamed and look over your shoulder to see nothing. Who talked? The voice continued:

- " So stubborn for a woman...Just the kind I like... " chuckled the male and you growled.

- " Show yourself if you dare... " you warned and the unknown presence let out a dark laugh.

- " Think you can defy me? "


Your head was harshly pulled behind, your gaze locking with magenta eyes. The face, you knew it from somewhere and the moment you remembered, darkness fell on you.

- " Time to change that...your mine after all "

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BBFANYAS's avatar
"did you take the head?"
Me: XDD HOLY SHIT MY MIND S TO DARK 4 THAT